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She could've had the chance
To bring it all back
The things she loved and had
She wished they would have last
Screaming, screaming
All the thoughts I want to voice
Crying, crying
Is it sweet or is it noise?
Wanting, wanting
Everything I ever dreamed
Can't pretend, In the end
A broken doll is all I am
Screaming, screaming
All the thoughts I want to voice
Crying, crying
Is it sweet or is it noise?
Wanting, wanting
Everything I ever dreamed
Can't pretend, In the end
A broken doll is all I am
How many times have I looked back
Regretting things in the dark past
The inner voice keeps on haunting me
Will it leave me be? Is it part of me?
I'm hoping that tomorrow, I wouldn't be the same
To no surprise, I still feel my mind in disarray
Here I am thinking if this is how I'm meant to be
All this misery feels like ecstasy
The memories I held dear, they've become hazy
All of the faces I knew, where are they lately?
Can't help but feel like I'm losing all my sanity
Living endlessly in this
Misery Fantasy
Endlessly
Come with me
Misery Fantasy
She wonders if she is really alive
Or if her soul & ego died long ago
Leaving an empty shell
Of her former self
For eons she pondered
What has led her to such an unfortunate fate
This face, this body
She’s grown to hate
But it is all she has left
In this cold, bleak, world
Falling down, falling down
Broken pieces on the ground
Bleeding here, bleeding there
All these pieces I hold dear
Painfully, painfully
Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
Gratefully, hopefully
This is what I really need
Falling down, falling down
Broken pieces on the ground
Bleeding here, bleeding there
All these pieces I hold dear
Painfully, painfully
Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
Gratefully, hopefully
This is what I really need
Picking up
My shattered pieces
No longer can I deny they’re
A part of me
This emptiness makes it hard to breathe
I can’t live in misery
I don’t want to feel this way, please
Oh please, oh let me free
Please let me be
Please let me be free
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As time goes by
Everything's just
Gonna be
Fine
All the words
That I hold dear
It's the words that
I need to hear
I already know
I got to
Let things
Go
Gotta live in the
Present
Even though it isn't
Pleasant
Wanna see things
Much clearer
Every morning looking
In the mirror
Judging all our flaws
Our appearance
Remind yourself
You are not broken
We're one of a kind
You and I
World is yours and mine
The sublime
Gotta cherish this
Moment
Gotta tell myself it's
Worth it
Want to hide away
I feel so low
Every single day
It's hard to show
Living in a memory
Guess that's just how
Things are supposed
To be
Living through life unsober
Can't wait till it's all over
Hoping that I feel
Better
All the things I've seen
All the things I've dreamed
All the things I've lost
Wondering where we went wrong
All the times I fell
All the times I fawned
All the times I've spent
Living with a mask on
As time goes by
Everything's just
Gonna be
Fine
I already know
I got to
Let things
Go
That part of me
Please let me free
I've fought so hard
To get this far
I'll find
My heart
Beyond
The stars
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Otherside (feat. Nila)
06:06
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The
Restless years
I have crossed the
Unforgiving Seas
And now
I am here
Waiting for you
To come along with me
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Unfading
04:18
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A Familiar Warmth
03:43
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To be all the wonderful things I’ve dreamed
I know I got a long way to go
I see all the grand possibilities
I know beyond the stars is my home
And I
Will do what feels right
All I gotta do is go
Towards the light
My starlight, shine so bright
My starlight, it will be alright
My starlight, shine so bright
My starlight, it will be alright
Whew, man a sigh of relief
Look at all the things we achieved
Working for our dreams, our future
Hoping that our world gets better
I know it’s hard but I won’t let my dreams go
Even if I gotta do this on my own
Close your eyes, visualize, create
Bring it far to the stars, okay
Go to bed, dream again, awake
Do it all again, but with a different plan
Sometimes it feels like
I’m Floating in the sky
Forever dreaming
Of all these beautiful things
And I
Will do what feels right
All I gotta do is go
Towards the light
My starlight, shine so bright
My starlight, it will be alright
My starlight, shine so bright
My starlight, it will be alright
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Lovely Scars
04:21
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A new start
Heal up the painful scars
Are we alone?
Even so I know we've grown
Couldn't forigve all
Our mistakes
Cold heart
Was filled with self-hate
It's time that we
Move ahead now
Forgive and
Love ourself
We've come
So far
Open your
Heart
It's fine
To cry
When you feel lost
I'll be by your side
When you feel lost
I'll be by your side
When you feel lost
I'll be by your side
When you feel lost
I'll be by your side
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Starry Eyed Dreamer
05:33
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To be free once more
From the times before
Counting the stars
And our lovely scars
Wherever we'll be
Our soul and body still bleed
There is much more to endure
My Starry Eyed Dreamer
Waking up to another day
Hoping that the world is now changed
All the noises in my brain
I'm surprised that I'm still sane
Dragging my feet off the ground
Heavy heart just full of doubt
Even so I won't give in
To the fears I hold within
Hoping that we could be free
From all of our doubts and our worries
Listening to our favorite songs
Looking for a place where we belong
We don't know what the future holds
Do we live in fear all fucking year? No
Do the things we've always dreamed
Even if it hurts and even if we bleed
Just one more leap, just one more leap
I'll make it there even if I'm incomplete
I wanna see, I wanna see
All the smiles I made while I'm still me
Do you believe, do you believe
In the things you made In the things you dream
That part of me, that part of me
Please let me go there's room to grow
Even though our world is dying
I will never give up trying
Singing songs when life gets hard
Hoping that my voice will reach your heart
All these words I sing for you
Hope you know my feelings are true
If you fall from the weight of life
Just know I'll be right by your side
Waking up to another day
Hoping that the world is now changed
All the noises in my brain
I'm surprised that I'm still sane
Dragging my feet off the ground
Heavy heart just full of doubt
Even so I won't give in
To the fears I hold within
Hoping that we could be free
From all of our doubts and our worries
Listening to our favorite songs
Looking for a place where we belong
We don't know what the future holds
Do we live in fear all fucking year? No
Do the things we've always dreamed
Even if it hurts and even if we bleed
Just one more leap, just one more leap
I'll make it there even if I'm incomplete
I wanna see, I wanna see
All the smiles I made while I'm still me
Do you believe, do you believe
In the things you made In the things you dream
That part of me, that part of me
Please let me go there's room to grow
Even though our world is dying
I will never give up trying
Singing songs when life gets hard
Hoping that my voice will reach your heart
All these words I sing for you
Hope you know my feelings are true
If you fall from the weight of life
Just know I'll be right by your side
Keep running Starry Eyed Dreamer
Stay focused you are now stronger
Keep fighting for something greater
I love you, Starry Eyed Dreamer
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CALAMITY RHAPSODY
04:52
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The broken skies, the angels cry
Everything was gone, before your eyes
Can't you feel the light was breaking free
You were the seed of calamity
Don't break apart my cold frail heart
Just leave me be you know nothing good ever comes from me
These memories, they haunt me
I need to free that part of me
That part of me
I need to free
Everything, Everything is gonna be alright
Everything, Everything is gonna be alright
Everything, Everything is gonna be alright
Everything, Everything is gonna be alright
Everything, Everything is gonna be alright
Everything, Everything is gonna be alright
Everything's gonna
Everything's gonna
Be alright
Wish upon the stars I felt the light call out to me
Never knew a wish could call upon calamity
Bringing down the skies I feel my soul scream out to me
Tearing up reality, bringing forth calamity
Hope you had a good life
I'll be here after you die
Keep you in my heart I
Sing this song for you and I
See the heavens fading
Nothingness is waiting
This curse of eternity
Killed everything within me
Within me
Within me
The broken skies the angels cry
Everything was gone before your eyes
Calamity
I'm breaking free
Bring forth calamity
Wish upon the stars I felt the light call out to me
Never knew a wish could call upon calamity
Bringing down the skies I feel my soul scream out to me
Tearing up reality bringing forth calamity
Hope you had a good life
I'll be here after you die
Keep you in my heart I
Sing this song for you and I
See the heavens fading
Nothingness is waiting
This curse of eternity
Killed everything within me
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Guilt (Interlude)
01:22
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Breathe
Remember to breathe
Holding on to hope
The things we love most
But I'm tired, lost
Pretending that things
Were okay
It shouldn't be this way
But you keep on feeding me
These fallacies
And now I beg please shut your mouth
I hate your white lies
I don't want to fight
Just give it to me straight
I know I'm not okay
I already knew
I had to face the truth
I can't even cry
I'm so tired of being alive
I'm sick of your lies
Don't tell me white lies
Not one more white lie
Just leave me behind
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Ouroboros (feat. TOFIE)
07:27
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Goodbye, I tried
I've never tried So hard
My faith has kept me here
Fighting to my last breath
So please let me go
To a place that no one knows
Please break my soul
Cause I'm
Ready to move on
Everything is done and gone
Nothing left of my worries
Only remnants of my lost dreams
This blank canvas I call home
Is my birthplace and my tomb
For the first time in my life
I'll be saying goodbye for the last time
Closed Eyes, I tried
To understand what's lost
Truth hurts and I knew it would
End like this someday
So please let me sleep
For all eternity
Just forget me
Cause I
Don't know where to go
What to keep, what to let go
Things were never meant to be
All my dreams fade away with me
The endless pain I once shouldered
Lifted from my broken soul
But one aching pain remains
As I remember the times we've had together
Can't hear
Can't see
One last
Hug now
Can't feel
Can't love
Peace has
Come now
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Stained Glass Doll
02:29
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19. |
My Dear, Rai'Hea (Outro)
02:18
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